·:[ Far removed from the womb ]:·
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…you are supposed to ceall me janet, and you never have. …. i don think sehe reads hthis anyore.

i got home from there and i decided to drink beacause i wanted to and its dark in here….im just tel touch tytping right now, this is what i need, i needeed to e drink at least one time this month, its bneen crapy. i;m going to killl some people, no i wont.

i;m so wasted..mt hwad and my heart are pouneding really crazt like…i;m aoong go to bed now a,dn sleep this off maptee, maubne i shold shut this journal thing down, since no one relally reaads this besides andrea. who knows. im layuing mt head on the keuboard, and jsut typnig, making all sorts of errors.

is there a wat ehat i could just =cut out a certain part of mt breain likve,,the psuchcic part/. i dont want that natmore. iln dinbw.

Well I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
Yes I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
With my brother standing by
With my brother standing by
I said Brother, you know you know
It’s a long road we’ve been walking on
Brother you know it is you know it is
Such a long road we’ve been walking on

And I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
With my sister standing by
With my sister standing by
I said Sister, here is what I know now
Here is what I know now
Goes like this..
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, in your love, in your love

But sister you know I’m so weary
And you know sister
My hearts been broken
Sometimes, sometimes
My mind is too strong to carry on
Too strong to carry on

When I am alone
When I’ve thrown off the weight of this crazy stone
When I’ve lost all care for the things I own
That’s when I miss you, that’s when I miss you, that’s when I miss you
You who are my home
You who are my home
And here is what I know now
Here is what I know now
Goes like this..
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, in your love, in your love

Well I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
Yes I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
With my brother and my sister standing by
With my brother and my sister standing by
With my brother and my sister standing by

I am an idiot. I think, from here on out, I need to focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus.

Becasue I am losing control of my thoughts.

Hot Water Music - She Takes It So Well

I’ve spent lifetimes waiting. let thousands go to wherever’s needed
Heard the secrets told, and she takes it so well,
and she drinks it with no sugar or tears, and the door is closed.
My throat is bleeding and all these wants have burned,
and I have only turned only fell right through.
And she takes it so well, like this never was.
Like never problems, never solutions.