Matt - the divinitive collection of collective brain shrouds.
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You should know, that I do constantly think about you. What we did, where we went, things we did. They cross my mind all the time, and due to my arrogance, and my instability both inside and outside, I ceased to pursue this blossom. The fact is, I’m still into you. I found our pictures, and thought to myself, where we would be at if we were still us.
You said it before, to get a hold of you when.
I have 2 GB of webspace to play around with now. Uploaded and installed coppermine. You can find the photo album here.
I’ll be moving shit off of myspace onto my website. Because Myspace sucks. They took down my Project Playlist. Fuck it. I’ll embed it onto my website. So…eat me.
What makes people compelled to lie to me? Honestly. I’m not going to say that I have lied to people in the past, but I have been beyond doing that now. Too much garbage and mindless banter filling my surroundings, so I hack the foliage with the same club that I can use to knock down the next miscreant that coooooon-tinues to lie to me.
Be straightforward with me, and you get the same. Your chosen god of the week help you if I discover your holes.
I had this dream for the past few weeks, a few times already, very vivid…
I’m standing in line at the checkout counter at Speedway. Its not the usualy Speedwya that I am at (believe me, I’ve gone to ALL of them in the Tri Cities.) and I get up to the counter, and Begin to put my stuff on the counter. The guy behind the counter, hes a bit slow..not retarded slow, but just slow in general. I tell him that I need a pack of smokes, he gets them ,however, he has a hard time rying to get the brand right. Ath this time, a line is forming behind me, about half a dozen people at this point. He gets them, returns to the cash register, tried to scan them, he is having the utmost difficulty.
Now, usually I would try and remain patient, but I would also try and help him out; take the smokes, scan them, yadda yadda ya. But, I wait. I remain patient, because I know that this person can do it themselves. Throughout the ordeal, the line has massed into well over a dozen people, some of them making comments under their breath. I say nothing; I remain patient. After a while, he gets the total, I hand him my credit card, and he has difficulty with that as well. Patience. Eventually, he gets the credit card to work, and my goal of getting my drink + smokes has been accomplished.
This dream, being truly symbolic, is sub consciously telling me to be patient. And that, I will.
I need new music to listen to. Someone wake me up when Protest The Hero comes out with their new album in 2008. I’ll be over here with my Coalesce DVD’s and Sour Starburst.
Starting the week of the 4th:
Sun - Thur 10am - 7pm
Starting the week of the 21st:
OFF and GONE.